Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Saturday, September 25, 2010

impossible??

I got this quote from Kristine Chin's response to change for who?:
We have to realize that we are all beautiful no matter what society labels as it's definition of beautiful. There shouldn't be a time in which you don't feel like your're not enough simply because you are not society's model of "perfect". Do not let the voice of society keep you from being you and believing that you are awesome the way you are.

I agree 100% with this quote but I believe it is impossible to accomplish.How can people possibly feel this way when there's a whole bunch of pressure,teasing,and taunting around them that hurts and lowers their self esteem?There aren't many open-minded people in this world who accept you for how you look and for who you are.Im not saying that people should keep falling into societies pressure,I'm just asking for good ways for people to feel confident and not let the taunting get to them? I mean nobody is forcing someone to change their looks.If you get taunted or bullied for how you look and you feel as if you have to change or do something about it,it's nobody else is decision but yours.What are you supposed to do when you don't fit in with the rest of the other people not mentally or emotionally but physically. For example,at your school there might be mostly slender girls but there's one chunky girl,as you can see that can bring many insecurities and anger towards yourself. You might feel that there is something wrong with you,when really there isn't, but no one can change the way you feel no matter the amount of compliments you get.In most cases taunting is more powerful than compliments. It's especially hard for women to think like that because the media mostly targets women.Women change or modify themselves to be thought of as beautiful for either themselves or men.How are you to love yourself when there is a bunch of beautiful girls in magazines thought of as perfect? Also,when people agree that you would be better off looking like them?

ilove you is an 8 letter word so is bullsh*t!

I remember one day I told Ivan that I had fallen in Love. He told me something that i just barely realized is actually true. He told me:
Love is fake.At the beginning I was like no but if you really think about it,it is.And it's not just my experience figure it out! How many times have you fallen in love? A couple of times,actually three.And out of those three they ended nowhere and your barely beginning this one! All love basically is you give someone all the love you have until they decided to hurt you or end it.Like life,love doesn't last forever.Some people all they do is wish to find love and have someone to call theirs and have beside them and the truth is some people never meet anyone or they become heart broken.How many people end up in divorce,how many people cheat,didn't they love the person?Maybe once but it went away,Love doesn't last forever!Love is just a word that someone made like all the other words.It's fake!It ends worse than how you begin,instead of happiness,it's hate and depression.
When he first sent me this message i was like pshhh nah he's just being a bitter hater.I didn't even want to take the time to re-read it or reflect upon it.My relationship with the guy ended because I didn't actually love him,I just said I loved him because I didn't want to hurt him.My previous relationships ended because we ended up playing each other or losing that once special spark.I should have listened to Ivan before.Every word he spoke was true.I occasionally did just want to have someone to call mine without actually having feelings towards them.Love does fade away.There have been various divorces and a lot of people do cheat on their supposed,"Amor." I'm not anti-love is just that i haven't seen proof of any long lasting love without any difficulties or problems.




Monday, September 20, 2010

Words

1.acquisition
2.perceived
3.hence
4.parameter
5.medial
6.entity
7.sector
8.validity
9.Regime
10.subsequent

Monday, September 13, 2010

people ILove

I love Karisa,Rokhsor,Shannon,Bassam,Lhadze,Luis,Ebone,Ivan,and Yen. I love karisa because she's really fun to talk to and is so sweet and pretty. I love Rokhsor because shes funny,loud,ghetto,and drop dead gorgeous.I Love shannon forever and ever because she sings so beautifully,and is soo cute and pretty :)shannon if you are reading this Ilove you with all my heart(no homo) I love Bassam because he always manages to make me laugh,brings me joy,keeps secrets,and is super fun and good looking. I love Lhadze because she cut my hair in the bathroom,shops at Hot Topic,and is breath takingly beautiful. I love Ebone because she cares for others,is nice,funny,and Hot :). I love Luis because he makes me mad and makes me laugh,he also is very trustworthy and is handsome. I love Ivan because he is just too funny and loud,creative and he's my best friend.Finally, I love Yen because he's hilarious,me and him automatically clicked and hes adorable! These are just the few people I love. There all unique and very awesome to hang out with. They all rock my world :D!! Ohh and i can't forget my main girls Vanessa and Iana. They the best people in the world!! There so funny, gossipy, Cute,fun, feisty, spunky,and there just the type of people you just want to talk to and hang out.

If i didn't list you in this it's because i forgot or i dont know you. You should talk to me because i want to LOVE YOU(not in a nasty way). Wel i hope you talk to me soon i'm very laid back and friendly :) also,if you really want me to love you,you should bring me some chocolate.